Jun 07
SOMEONE.
I want this to be the last time i fall in love.
I found someone, who sacrificed so much for me, who changed his lifestyle because of a promise he made to himself that night.
He is someone who is selfless and always puts me first before anything else. A gentlemen, i should say, who never fails to send me home when we head out, who walks on the outer sides of the pavements by the roads to keep me away from harm, who goes all out to help me gain my successes and support me through my failures, but usually gets brushed away (I’m so sorry ><!!).
He’d always be there when i need a companion be it in-game or anime-ing or even crave-settling! He’s someone who is honest & trustworthy, who would forgive me for all the wrongs i have committed, who would get angry when i ignore his advices, even though i know that its for my own good, who tries extremely hard to give me what i want without question, who would remember and treasure all those times we spent together, who would never fail to leave me out on his endeavors and lastly, who’d shower me with infinite amounts of affection.
In other words, my perfect boyfriend.
Ray,
I’ve found warmth in your love and assurance in your arms. You are my pillar of strength & your smile brings joy to my life. It would’ve been empty had i not decide to join the convoy that day, had i not met you, that perfect stranger, had i not ask you to help me take a picture of my club mates. Heaven, you blessed me with an angel~ tyvm!
I would not forget that heart wrenching nightmare i had last night. i cried so much in my sleep and i woke up in tears. I turned my head to see you sleeping so snugly beside me and my pain dispersed, I was so relieved~ i hugged you and you hugged my leg and eventually my leg became your bolster. haha!
I know sometimes i am a bit of a hassle, but you’d never let me stop drawing positive energy from your relentless efforts to bring a smile to my face no matter how tiring it gets. You make it seem as though no sacrifice is too big to make our relationship work. Thank you for your love dearest!
I am heartless because i gave my heart to you. I want to believe in forever, i really do, because i don’t wanna stop creating happy moments with you.
Dear, you’re the most beautiful part of my life. <3
P.S: I love you.
